Saturday, July 11, 2009 Y 1:01 AM
Hang Self With A Rubber Bandim tiredd,
no more tryingg.
The more euu try, the more hopes euu put in
The more your hopes increase, chances of disappointment doubled.
もしあなたが私の努力を予告か...
Thursday, July 9, 2009 Y 7:55 PM
#$%^&*(#$%^@#@ ???
Things still arent going the way I wanted it to be, but nevertheless, it got better.
one step at a time, i guess.
After slacking 2days at home because there wasnt any lesson going on, I realised that going school is a good way of killing time too. At least I have something to do. Not that I have nothing to do at home. Things like preparations of presentations, and i meant, PresentationSsss. But doing all these things at home was uber hard to concentrate.
I've been watching anime like 24hours? Around there I guess.
I needa do something to keep me busy, to keep those negatives thinkings away.
I missed shopping, thro I did some shopping with my mother 2days ago but I didnt get any loots! Mum was the one enjoying and I was the one watching her happily pay the money and carry her loots.
I did a tiny shopping with my gf too yesterday. Again, she was the one happily looting and I was the one who companied her hunting ups and downs for a stupid tube. But she ended up tube-less.
I need a new shoes. Badly. The one that I love so much is dying.
Damn it. And I guess I need a job SOON. Cash is running fast and sooner or later, I might have to sell my assets or worst come to worst, sell my estate. LOLS.
okay, that was joking.
Didnt conceive that I could actually survived in MDIS. It's definitely not a life I can get used to, especially when Im in the worst course, Mass Communications. Everyone there is an articulate speaker. Basic on that particular reason, it can already freak me out like hell.
What make it even worst is, Presentations after presentations. I simply admired my class.
Well, not that I want to praise myself but I kinda like it when I find the STRENGTH to at least endeavour to do it. That's a good start, isnt it?
yeah I guess that's all...
Til then..
Stay Tune!
Tuesday, July 7, 2009 Y 4:07 AM
There's nothing perfect in this world.
yet I couldnt even be compared to the worst.
I rather go into deep sleep than having my eyes set.
on this miserable world
thorns in roses.
sorrows in happiness.
and death in life.
nothing's perfect.
you're the only guy i ever desired so much.
so much that i selfishly want you all by myself.
if only we can go back to the past.
if only we can turn the time around.
to the point where you held my hands tight.
and wishper the three words in my ear.
if only you love me like before...
i swear i can die in your arms peacefully
it hurts~
it really hurts~
Sunday, July 5, 2009 Y 9:42 AM
She's right
no one loves me
Im a spoiled girl
Hot-tempered ruled over me
I should be left alone
or perhaps, I shouldnt even be borned
that night
those words speared through my heart and left it bleeding
Im tired but I cant let it go
why?
because im irrevocably in love with you
I cant redraw anymore
I need you to live
I love you
Friday, July 3, 2009 Y 8:01 AM
Apologised for not updating all the pictures that I've got for this week.
They weight 5tons in total~
But for those who has got my facebook, you may want to go there and have a look
For those who does not have my facebook, Congrats!
Lalala~
Wednesday, July 1, 2009 Y 8:17 PM
Im Starting To Love School Lifeeee
Alright.
Photos on the way..
please come back tonight or tomorrow morning for pictures ^^
Stay Tune !
